Sunday 10 May 2009

always questioning

I feel as if I'm torn between three different lifestyles
One day I feel a particular lifestyle matters more than another, the next day it switches
I don't know which one to follow, which one would be best
I don't know where to even start
I think of an advantage but then 100 disadvantages
I would love to know why I strive for perfection, it gets me nowhere. I have nothing I really want because I always think that way
I want to really know me, if you get me?
I want to know why I do the weird things I do
If you happen to know, please enlighten me because I'm stuck
Stuck between a rock and a hard place, a fucking hard place.

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