sunrises

There's definately something about a sunrise that makes me feel like nothing else
I woke up at 3am, got on a boat, drove for about an hour and now sitting in the car, on a plane runway
Not your average morning
The sunrise in front of me is enough to make a grown man cry

my boys

AAAAMAZING!

Jenson Button

world class

barker and hoppus = legendary.
delonge = not so good.

i'm fed up of hearing me moan about everything, let alone everyone else.
shut the fuck up man, let's just stop caring about shit so much yeah?
kay cool.

healthy?

i just wanna be free
i love the feeling of being free
i know i'm in a pretty comfy situation at the moment, and can be in that same situation for the rest of my life
but i really need to pull my finger out and sort out what i REALLY want to do
please help, here are my options:
stay on the island, work for my mum in her playschool, train to be a teacher, move to africa and help
learn to drive, get a job at peta2, tour the country and other countries with my favourite bands
go to sparsholt college, do something to do with horses
try get a job in sandown zoo for 2 years then get a place at sparsholt on a wildlife course thing
cry for the rest of my life and do nothing

of corse, life is full of surprises, so none of them will turn out how i want
so negative.
at least 90210 was amazing tonight.
p.s. THANKYOU THE DANGEROUS SUNMMER FOR BEING SO FUCKING GOOD.

the best

james gearing is the best
and that's why he is still around
cannot wait for Brighton this week

always questioning

I feel as if I'm torn between three different lifestyles
One day I feel a particular lifestyle matters more than another, the next day it switches
I don't know which one to follow, which one would be best
I don't know where to even start
I think of an advantage but then 100 disadvantages
I would love to know why I strive for perfection, it gets me nowhere. I have nothing I really want because I always think that way
I want to really know me, if you get me?
I want to know why I do the weird things I do
If you happen to know, please enlighten me because I'm stuck
Stuck between a rock and a hard place, a fucking hard place.

GENIUS

answer this

i got rid of all my good friends
nothing's stopping me
i have the money
the time
why haven't i disappeared off this fucking island yet?
i just wait around, day after day, for something to happen
i need a serious reality check
i need to get off this island, go travelling for a long time
get away from the people i hate so much
i wanna go so badly but why do i need someone to come with me?
this is such an awful situation
i just wish i had the strength to go by myself.

i like the cab.

i'm bringing sassy back

i think i fall out with people who get real close to me because one day i know i will not be here, i'll be surprised if i'm even in this country
it sounds bad but i'm pretty worried that people i really care about will tie me down or be the reason i'd never leave, hence why i fall out with a lot of people.
the friends i do keep i never see.
if i have no really good friends then there's no reason to stay!
i cannot wait to get out of this massive black hole they call the 'isle of wight'
i hate the people most of all
no matter how much you delete someone out of your life they still find a way to worm in a try and destroy you
good luck haters.

'you'd be the kinda girl to take home to my mama, if my mama was dead'

PEACE OUTTTTT.

marriage