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had a real good day, went on a course about promoting self esteem to children
can't wait for tomorrow
got so many games to play with the children :D
the course actually helped a lot, with myself
and i will be having 'golden moments' throughout the day, just so i don't get angry and shout
i can tell this is the start of something good
i also figured a couple of things out, yes i did
but that's a different story
i love this weather, so much
i love dave melillo, so much
i am so lucky, thankyou God.

LIFE IS TOO SHORT NOT TO.

"it's not enough to say i think about you now,
but that was all i had."

had a sweeeeeet adventure around London yesterday
it was real good, got lost for 4 hours, fun stuff!
my day was really good, went sooo fast!
life's good
shiiiit, i've missed Alexisonfire a hell of a lot.

"times change and people change with them."

to buy or not to buy?

"it's sad when people you know become people you knew. when you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. how you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them."
i find myself praying more and more each day.

"all i have is all of me, and it's all that i can give."

still gives me goosebumps

http://myspace.com/lightsnoise

asif i can stop listening.

jesse is God.

"if we all don't take cover, we're all gonna fall back in love again."

new fish eye

"the cure is if you let in just a little more love
i promise you this, a little's enough."

"with the weight of the world on my shoulders,
they just want to see me fall,
have faith in me."

i'm not sure what it is about the sunshine but it makes me the happiest person alive
just sitting outside with my family is amazing
listening to amazing music and taking pictures of nothing at all
i cannot wait for the summer holidays, brand new, finding new friends and maybe even a boy who's worth half my time!
i love life atm, i want this weather to last, cause it makes me forget about the crappy stuff.
p.s. thankyou to the people who have sticked by me, you really mean the world to me, i love you
(:
p.p.s James Gearing is possibly the best person on this entire planet.

"the world can take control but don't ever lose your heart, because i know you better than that."

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this man is amazing
he is easily one of my favourite musicians
i can't believe i saw him live
4 times
i wish he'd bring City and Colour back, that gig was amazing
his music brings back so many amazing memories
i'm probably gonna be playing his stuff all summer
if you've never heard his solo stuff, you need to
http://myspace.com/dallasgreen
Dallas, thanks for being a hero

"there's no need to rush, we're all just waiting to die"

incredible

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Well tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

it's funny, the people you think are for keeps, turn out to be as bad as the rest.
i'm really struggling to trust people
i definatly need to go back to my old self, i loved those days
i need to learn to drive so i can get off this island
it would be good for me and i need it
i don't like people telling me what to think or do, at all
i have my head so far up my own arse and i like it that way
i have a backbone, i tell the truth, i do what i think is right
i do not care what other people think of me, what people say about me
frankly, you talk about me just wastes your time, not mine
when i'm around the same person for too long i start to see the complete dick in them and it makes me hate them
but christina told me that i'll always find someone better, and i believe her. CAUSE SHE'S FOR KEEPS.

i'm glad i got that off my chest, i like justin timberlake.

"can you hear me? well i don't even care."

the most beautiful song ever;

I set my words on the ground and I was grinding my teeth. I planted
pieces of light to see if planets could speak. It took my mind by surprise
when I was finally free, through all my darkest days. I felt my heartbeat
again, and dropped to my knees. There was a sun in my eyes that made
a star out of me. It's like my life was a list and my head was first
to get crossed off. It's the pleasure that I keep to sit down with my
friends and talk about my day. Can you hear me? Well I don't even care.
I'll stop my screaming if you look the other way. It's been a bad year
so let me sleep in one more day. I really found the simple things live
closest to your home. I'm not alone because I live inside a world that
is my own. I haven't found what I've been looking for yet, but you
can count on me to stay forever. And that's the truth, we'll stay just
fine. I'm coming back and just on time to be myself again; the way that
made me real. So tell me, have you surfaced yet? This is how it felt
when I was growing up and being part of no one but you found yourself,
and that says a lot to me these days. I'm sorry for the way I used to
be, I was just a kid. Yeah, let me sleep this off. Try not to be hard
on yourself was all I ever heard from her. I finally think I understand
what she was saying to me, because nothing's worth the pain in your
back. Believe in that. The world can take control but don't ever lose
your heart, because I know you better than that.

the thing that annoys me most in the entire world is people worrying too much and taking life too seriously
why do it?
we only live once (as far as i know) so let's just go party and hope for the best!
i'm as happy as the next man and i don't care about anything. i should but i just don't
i love this summer weather and sitting outside listening to Brand New
i think... for once in 18 years i stepped outside my front door and thought to myself 'wow, i like living here. it's beautiful' YES, KATIE BALMER DID JUST SAY THAT.
i fucking love it so much and love everything thankyou for being so amazing
just chill out!
so now go listen to The Dangerous Summer and forget about everything

"nothing's worth the pain in your back"

"i am heaven sent, don't you dare forget."

beautiful.

"nothing matters, i'm just chasing the wind."

still trying to figure out why i ever stopped listening to the best band in the world.

"and even if her plane crashes tonight she'll find some way to disappoint me,
by not burning in the wreckage or drowning at the bottom of the sea."

Brand New;

i can't find the words to describe quite how much i fucking love this band
by far the best band in the entire world
why did i ever stop listening to them?
when i listen to them it makes me forget about how shit everything is
Jesse Lacey really is something else
i hope to god the rumours about them touring this summer are true
i'm going to every date.
thankyou for being so amazing Brand New.
if you've never heard them, what are you playing at?
get on youtube, illegally or legally download, myspace, facebook, buy cd's, i don't care, DO IT.

"oh it hurts to be this good."

well worth the wait.

first day

today was my first day at proper real life work
it was really goood
so much better than school
i need to work towards passing my driving test and getting a car now
i also want a puppy, so maybe after i've got a car and stuff
i'm gonna rescue a beagle
:D!