life is poo

WHY?!
why am i even doing something that upsets me and stresses me out as much as this?
it seems the most pointless thing ever
i wish i could drive so i could apply for that job at PETA
for god sakes.

moving on, if i didn't meet and see live 3OH!3 last night i would have probably taken my own life by now.
they were incredible live and amazing guys!
i neeeed to see them again and again and again.
i would miss school for a gig ANYDAY.
more important by far.
who's going to Give It A Name Incoming? probably only going for The Academy Is and Underoath
oh and Taking Back Sunday and Thursday
the rest can suck it.

music for today: The Academy Is...

The best feeling in the entire world ever

travelling, being away from the island, being away from everything I know well.
I love it, more than anything in the world.
Just on our way to London, no apparent reason, sooo good to get away from errrrthing
I have chocolate flavoured 'outback animals' LOVE ITTT!
I need to work towards getting a touring job at PETA, this is what I want to do for the rest of my days.
Last night, rise against, was incredible.
Met anti flag afterwards, shared some VEGAN LOVE!
Just stood there getting sniffed by anti flag.
Flobots were amazing, completely surprised me!
So, yeah. I HEART TOUR!

music for today: mixtapes in the car!

why?

despite the amount of crap has happened i'm in a better mood than usual!
i love it
i love the scene aesthetic and a day to remember
and i'm seeing rise against tonight, it should be mental
i might get a bit loose and start smashing crap up
(:

i love my flag

(:

pleasssseeeee

i would LOVE these shoes
i cannot find a pair in my size to save my life
it's breaking my heart
Hunter Burgan is a legend!
please, find me a size 4
kthanxbaiiiiiii

oh god

i love A Day To Remember so much.

(:

no matter what shits going on today, i feel good.
pretty excited for the future.
thanks keira, i love you.

music for today: Jack's Mannequin

my only love = vegans

this is not working.
i neeeed to find a vegan boyfriend
where are all the vegans? 'cause that's where i belong.

music for today: Rise Against/The Rocket Summer

last night

was one of the best nights ever
i haven't had a night that good in a while
i needed it!
(:

does anyone even realise

how much i want to get out of this place?
what is the point in doing something that you hate?
i feel like a battery hen, as i've probably said before.
i want to be in Canada or America or Brazil or Africa or Japan or India or Thailand or Austrailia, not here.
TAKE ME AWAY.

'and i hate it, that i'm stuck here wasting time.'

music for today: The Rocket Summer

it's frustrating.

PLEASE, buy me a one way ticket here.

i know EXACTLY what i want and i'm gonna be miserable until i get it. that's just who i am and it sucks so bad.

but moving on...
i'm so stoked to see forever the sickest kids and danger radio tomorrow!
i'm pretty tired from this weekend though, it's been pretty mental and eventful.
i collapsed and blacked out in the middle of the street yesterday, ambulance had to be called, the lot! it's cool though, just low sugar levels or something.
i spent tooooo much dollar on some of the sexiest sunglasses i have ever seen in my life. they are dark pink ray bans with reflective lens'
BEAUTIFUL.

'it's a terrible thing to know what you want
but to know you can't have it at all'

music for today: Forever The Sickest Kids

this man really is something else

i want to meet him and talk about his van and texas again;
doesn't get any better.

music for today: The Rocket Summer

'do you even know what you're even saying?
or are you saying it 'cause someone else said it?'

it's my birthday today

i had a good day
chilled with family and stuff
now, more than ever, i need to take a holiday
to cornwall
please
it's months away and i'm going to have a nervous breakdown before then
i feel like a freakin' battery hen.

music for today: The Rocket Summer